Yeah so today is the Christmas party for work, which I am truly looking forward to, NOT! I feel like crap, as I have for the last couple of days, I hate work and want nothing more than to be somewhere else today. I slept for a good two hours last night, so I feel real energized today. So todays entry is almost done, I am in no mood for work, a xmas party or people, but I am sure that all of those will be in my near future, I can’t wait. Sometimes I wonder, could I have been somebody other than myself, I wonder could I have been a mean guy or a real jerk, I wonder maybe.

“In the sine curve that is my life, theta just passed pi/2 radians and is quickly making its way towards pi.”

Dave Matthews Lyrics of the Day
Song title: Dancing Nancies
He stands touch his hair his shoes untied
Tongue gaping stare
Could I have been a magnet for money?
Could I have been anyone other than me?

Twenty three and so tired of life
Such a shame to throw it all away
The images grow darker still
Could I have been anyone other than me? Then I

Look up at the sky
My mouth is open wide, lick and taste
What’s the use in worrying, what’s the use in hurrying
Turn, turn we almost become dizzy

I am who I am who I am who am I
Requesting some enlightenment
Could I have been anyone other than me?

Sing and dance I’ll play for you tonight
And thrill at it all
Dark clouds may hang on me sometimes
But I’ll work it out then I

Look up at the sky
My mouth is open wide, lick and taste
What’s the use in worrying, what’s the use in hurrying
Turn, turn we almost become dizzy

Falling out of a world of lies
Could I have been dancing nancy
Could I have been anyone other than me?