I am quite proud of myself because I haven’t forgotten my resolutions from yesterday. This morning I was quite productive and set up all my bill payments to hopefully finally grab hold of my financial situation. I need to know how much I can afford to spend on rent. I also called the dentist and scheduled an appointment for next week. It is kind of exciting because this dentist may not give me as much grief as my dentist in Amesbury. Yeah I care about my teeth and I brush everyday, but I don’t need to feel guilty about not brushing ten times or day or flossing after every meal. I have this strange feeling I just started a debate about dental hygiene, I guess it is better than arguing about grammar.

On the apartment topic, I want to thank the people who sent apartment listings, answered my silly questions and posted suggestions for me. Also to clarify my reasons for wanting to move out go beyond it being lame, I just feel like it is time for me to be on my own. I understand that living at home is financially logical, but there are certain experiences and things I need to go through that I won’t see while under the protection and close guidance of my parents. It is also very frustrating when my mom yells at me for being too loud and how I have to follow the house rules. It has its pros and cons, but the cons are beginning to exceed the pros.


BTW that is not my shower, just a random photo from the net
To stick with the today’s subject, I will make this short. I was cleaning the bathroom last night, which is another reason for moving out, not the cleaning, because I know I will have to do that, but at least it will only be my filth and not four other people’s filth. Anyway, while scrubbing the tub I wondered if people actually take baths anymore. WHY WOULD ANYBODY TAKE A BATH? It is completely disgusting, bathing in your own filth doesn’t appeal to me, just sitting down in the same place where you stand barefoot perturbs me. I would love to hear people’s thoughts on this subject.

I never did a single thing that did a single thing to
Change the ugly ways of the world
I didn’t know it felt so right inside
I didn’t know at all

-David John Matthews
Complete lyrics to I Did It